Bad News
By: Compubomb @ Oct 13, 2005 @ 4:58 am
All I can say is this; I failed my Calculus test, and possibly my chemistry test as well. At this
point I can only blame myself and the true culprit--the professor. My calculus professor doesn't
give us any preconceptions on what he will expect on the test, he just says know everything, period.
My chemistry professor thought, hey, I should give my students a pre-test, make sure they have a
pre-set expectation as to the difficulty, the commonality and variety of problems which will be
placed onto the exam. But my professor decided that he would throw the biggest curveball you could
possibly conceive as far as tests go. But then again, so did my calculus professor. I know, everyone
probably thinks this is my entire fault, but if I make it all my fault, what do I have to look
forward to. I have to place some of this responsibility on some shoulders which are more accustomed
to taking the blame--wink, wink.
On another note, my mental status is like the
humming of the big bang ambience in all radio frequencies. It's just there, and will keep on going
until the end of time--doubt I'll live that long--but you have to admit it's an interesting
possibility. Anyways, failing a test is not the end of the world to me, but I've been ever so
interested in looking into the Community College disabilities Office. Possibly look into seeing how
to get some extra time for tests, possibly even tested for some kind of anxiety issues, not to
mention a fact which never seems to amaze me how present it really is--dyslexia--the curse that I
live with. Why can't I just take a pill and fix this fine-oiled-brain of mine. Bah to all that is
mighty in this world; bullocks to the existence of a being which would allow a disability to impede
upon those who strive to succeed.