Hi yall
By: Compubomb @ Aug 18, 2007 @ 5:41 am
School should be starting. This time around will be the first time I've ever been driving to my
classes. My hopes are high for this coming semester. I have some reservations as to how well I will
do considering my handicap, that being that I haven't taken calculus for almost a year now. I passed
calc 1 and 2 both with a B but they say if you don't use it you lose it. I should be taking physics
201 with calculus once again hopefully without the animosity of the other students and calculus 3
with a competent professor who can hopefully get the topic across to me. I plan to try my best this
time around; I just hope I don't fall into my old routine of getting depressed or just being lazy.
Programming these days has been put on the back burner this semester. My hopes are to get through
what I have on my current plate. I don't know if I'd ever have been able to make it through a
university level education at this level considering how hard these topics are or if I had the
family problems I do today. At this point, my mom is now severely diabetic, she has lost her sight
completely and is likely to lose her other foot above the ankle, so that means she will have no feet
and be wheel chair bound. When your mother is schizophrenic it can ruin a lot of your life
experiences considering how much pressure it puts on you emotionally and those around you. Anyways,
she is now in the hospital and probably won't ever be coming back home considering her physical and
emotional ailments.
Anyways, life is too long to think about what you cannot
control and start focusing on what you can.