When you least expect..
By: Compubomb @ May 16, 2003 @ 3:15 am
Two days ago, my father felt horrible, his side hurt, and his ankle was swallen, he went to hospital
after he dropped me off at Community College. After college, i called his cell phone and i could not
get in touch with him, i called his partner and he told me he was admitted for kidney failure. Today
it is seven days past his admittion to the hospital, he has had nothing to eating for seven days
except intervienous fluids, on top of they cannot do anything to him untill they clear him for
surgery due to a few complications with his heart.
I am like going on an
emotional rollercoaster, i call my father at the hospital all the time, sometimes he's incoherient,
other days he's groggy, and now he's normal. But i still do not know when he is going to be home.
When someone you love is in pain, that pain is passed on through emotions.
I
never knew i felt this way about my father. When my mother had hear leg amputated i didn't know what
to think, but she is severly mentally ill, My father on the other hand has been the one that i've
depended on almost my entire life.
Right now i'm trying to think Optimistically,
and you wonder why people in times of hurt start to believe in god, because if a god truely exists,
he can accomplish mericals, but then again, the human body is a merical.